Ya Allah thank you for every single thing i had last year (which was yesterday haha). Problems come and go, but yet i still have the chances to still alive and breathe happily! Thank you for still keeping my family beside me, thanks for giving them the chance to live in this new year same just like me!
kadang kadang emo. serious. rasa mcm malam malam ni best search pasal religious things. yang buat aku sedar, betapa jauhnya aku dengan pencipta. serious ah. i am not trying to show how pious i am, seriously not. aku tak alim doh. tapi cam bila dh Allah kurniakan otak ni, aku cuba try jadi org yg berguna sikit ah.
One of biggest thing yg aku try nak buat; try to not mencarut hahahaha yknow like bodoh bangang tu mcm dh lali with the tounge. i mean yknow. those unnecessary words??? maybe i should stop. and try to be a better muslimah instead. kita cuba la. Allah yg tentukan. hee
So i activate my fb acc just now just for fun just to see how stupid i was back then! nyeh nyeh it is such a shameful to see all the pictures of mine, not wearing tudung pastu rambut minyak minyak omg i just cant. i was so comot, till now pun.
and the saddest part i could say here is, i re-read our old coversations (comments and IM) and i suddenly cried for some reasons.
it was sad to know that our friendship ruined just bcs of nothing :(
sedih doh :(
dia macam rindu dye lain macam sbb tk contact sbb tktau sbb ape :(
serious ah. maybe awak tk igt saya dah haha nangis. tapi duh saya igt everything. kenapa ah. dah 2014 aku still sama lagi tulis pasal bende ni kt blog dr dulu kot. its okay. if Allah fated us to be this way, i'll be fineee. i'll be fine heh :)
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