takleh ngeluh.

Assalamualaikum. 

So this post maybe a lil bit emotional sbb..... just read ok. 

Like i hv 2 sisters yg already married. Which is kaklong and kak icha; both dh kahwin :-) 

And kaklong ade sorg anak perempuan nama dia Safiyya Auni. 

And kak icha pun ada anak perempuan nama dia Dian. 

I love both! I love them so much. 

And this is the ever first time i love baby that much. I never like babies or kids but theyre my nieces so of course weh! Rasa mcm comel sgt. 

The thing is.. kaklong sakit :( maybe she cant give birth anymore. Kaklong slalu demam. Slalu gila. 

Dian pula, ade probs with her kaki. Bru je pasang spica for 6 weeks. Kesian sgt ya Allah. Google la spica tu apa kalo xtahu.

Kak icha pula baru je lps gugur. And i saw her wall post on fb sedih sgt. 

"janin masih lagi dlm perut ummi. rehatlah dulu sebelum ummi mengucapkan selamat tinggal" 

Tak ke sedih tu?! I just cant.. my sister tu. How can i stand to see her in pain. sabar kak long and kak icha. I love u both.

Abah pula.. 

Mcm biasa lah. Hati dia bengkak. Sbb dia selalu sgt susah hati. Abah tlg la jgn mcmni bah. Kitorg nak sgt abh ade sentiasa ngn kitorg. Abah kuat kan bah. 

Mak pun sakit.. tp mak tk merungut. 

Mak is always the best. Mak selalu xnak pg hosp sbb xnak sshkan kitorg. Mak :(

This is hard ya Allah. I want to see my family back to the normal again ya Allah. I miss the old us. Rindu nak pergi vacation sama sama (semua ada tanpa kecuali) 

Skrg masing masing dah jauh. Masing masing tgh susah hati. Masing masing ada masalah. 

Yah kat damansara. Am kat sarawak. Kaklong and kak icha duduk rmh sendiri. Haih ya Allah. Ena rindu "kita" yg dulu :'( Ya Allah....