Saturday 15 February 2014

my forever and always

Lyfe is so much better now when i hv him  around, by my side, always. 
You know the first time i talked to him when i was in form 3, and we were a bit close ah time tu. Tapi time form 3 kot sumpah cam bdk bdk. Pastu kitorang gaduh teruk. Gaduh teruk sampai gua nangis pastu dia blah cmtu je, gua tengah nangis tu sorang sorang. -.-
2 years of not talking i mean like seriously doh. Just to be honest to everyone, i hate him through out the two years of schooling. I hate him so much, even words cant describe how i struggle to go to school everyday, and seeing his face every morning and... yes dia ketua pengawas. Masa kena umum kat perhimpunan first day of 2013 yang dia head prefect, i was like..... mati lah aku how to deal with this mamat poyo masyaAllah sampai nak quit jd pengawas ah gentle haha.

Practically every meeting prefect i skipped, bcs i just cant see his face. His annoyingness (time tu ah). Everyone knows how much i hate him, i literally hate him sbb dia terlalu poyo ah menggelabah semua ada. Even all my classmates mcm tahu how much i dont like him. Hahahaha. 
But we didnt talked that much. Not even saying hi when we bumped into each other. Omg kereknya. Sbb memang gentle dia kerek. 


Tuptup hari graduasi, Cikgu Anis suruh kitorang nyanyi sama sama. Dengan dia. And i was likeeeeee i refused so bad till i cried to haziqah haha. So yes, kitorang nyanyi. Imagine ah nyanyi dengan musuh sendiri hahahahahahhaahahhaah time practice tk pernah bercakap pun ok. Gila hengko. Time jamuan pengawas ada jgk tercakap dengan dia..... hehe. Pastu i kena paksa menari chicken dance kt stage and choose a partner. idk why but everyones shouting his name like "fikri fikri! pilih fikri!" But i did not choose him, obviously man. hehe 

After spm ends, i mean school ends, we work at the same place hm no no, dia kerja tutti frutti and i worked at tropicana as so you guys knoww tehee. Tapi the shop is as the same floor so we basically met everyday. Every freaking day weh. That one thing of him that makes me go "awh" everyday is... he treated me so well eventhough i am not his girlfriend yet but he belanja makan everyday sampai makan dua kali sehari. kat tempat kerja. cam even im at my lowest then he directly came to Tropicana Life and tny mcm2. 

This is beyond my expectation tho. I didnt expect that hate would turn into love :) 
We had so many fights before this, we hated each other since 2 yrs ago. 
Pastu hari tu gelak gelak blk bila igt zaman sekolah. 
"saya benci awak sangat dulu. yela menggelabah sangat. suka pandang orang kerek kerek" -saya

"mana ada sayang. since sekolah lagi sy dah suka gila kat awak tapi jgn tgk pada muka, tgk pada hati" - fikri

"masa kena nyanyi time graduasi dgn awak, saya lah orang plg happy dalam dunia" - fikri 

hm there goes his jiwangness come out. ye, dia jiwang terox haha. 


Aku tahu ramai tk suka.. i did read some of others' tweets. Taktahu kenapa ramai sgt bash when we posted any photos of ours. Aku tk kacau org pun :( 


Yes. I love you, Fikri Azhar. 

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